Don't even recognize, do you???

I heard you last night.

But there's only ONE way it can be, and unless that's what's on the table, I just can't allow myself to partake anymore.

I hurt, I ache, I cry...because it's out of my hands.

Only YOU can effect the change we seem to both need.

I've given it my everything, now it's your turn to return the favor.

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it

And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there

It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
Than I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you. :(

Stop this train - I wanna get off.

No, I'm not color blind. I know the world is black and white. Try to keep an open mind but I just can't sleep on this tonight.

See once in a while when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing 'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

I can't believe this is how it's gonna be. After everything. I'm abandoned again.

I thought we were more than this, better than this. I thought I knew your heart. I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought I knew what I could believe in. I thought this time it just couldn't be too good to be true.

Now all I'm left with...is doubt. Doubt that any of it was ever real for one tiny second. Where was your heart? For sure, not where I thought it was.

Now all I'm left with...is pain. The pain of being discarded like trash, in favor of something that more closely resembles actual trash.

Now all I'm left with...is pieces. Leftover pieces of my heart and mind that I have to figure out how to put back together without the most important pieces that you stole.

I'm trying so hard to move on, to put out of my mind this cruel joke that no matter what I try continues to consume me every minute of every day. I just want to forget every second of my life with you in it. I'm failing miserably.

I know I can't, but honestly, won't someone stop this train...