Stop this train - I wanna get off.

No, I'm not color blind. I know the world is black and white. Try to keep an open mind but I just can't sleep on this tonight.

See once in a while when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing 'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

I can't believe this is how it's gonna be. After everything. I'm abandoned again.

I thought we were more than this, better than this. I thought I knew your heart. I thought I knew what I was doing. I thought I knew what I could believe in. I thought this time it just couldn't be too good to be true.

Now all I'm left with...is doubt. Doubt that any of it was ever real for one tiny second. Where was your heart? For sure, not where I thought it was.

Now all I'm left with...is pain. The pain of being discarded like trash, in favor of something that more closely resembles actual trash.

Now all I'm left with...is pieces. Leftover pieces of my heart and mind that I have to figure out how to put back together without the most important pieces that you stole.

I'm trying so hard to move on, to put out of my mind this cruel joke that no matter what I try continues to consume me every minute of every day. I just want to forget every second of my life with you in it. I'm failing miserably.

I know I can't, but honestly, won't someone stop this train...